ESTRAELLA - no|separation

Ayo I really hope that my phone doesn't die in the middle of recording
That would be fitting
Thinning
It's not bald it's thinning

Body told me fast before dissection
Try to speed through, might pass up the lessons in question
Over-focused on outcome getting in the way of what need letting
Go fore I'm back to regretting
Need refretting but I'm stuck resetting to the same chords
Muscle memory but my soul been tryna change course
Tearing out pages like outta nowhere tearing up the fucking dance floor
Shoulder till you can't ignore it
Instinct convert into fuel
But I feel like deep down that's what I'm built to do
I'm just tryna not skip the steps, wind up in the same kinda cycles I just left
Intuition asking me for nothing less
Than my full attention, I'm willing at times but I wouldn't hold my breath
Refill skull with a bit of sess
And sink back into my environment
But behinds walls sound a lil bit more like confinement
Need to return to the state before the violence
Retune to the essence
Express truth like it's telling you too
Accept the youth way you wish they'd accepted you
Stead of passing your pain
Coulda cut it loose took it outta circulation
Never easy route when you going through changes
Might come a time where you can't keep skipping pages
Need to assess what need cessation
Not always the funnest sensation
But I got a couple eggs need breaking
Know the sound of sizzle is familiar
But can't degrease these palms with a lil bit more bacon
Back and forth with the
Stopped eating pig long ago but my body, mind, spirit diet still seeing big changes

Cause every road lead back to the fact this way of life
All manmade in conflict with mother nature
How to reciprocate all you given me?
Woulda fallen out the simulation without your love and lessons
I'm just working on integrating
Truly blessed when you chose to breathe life into me and create this
Pull me out the depths when I'm self-hating
Remind me back to the steps no|separation
Remind me the steps back to no|separation

And here's to anybody who's been waiting...
And here's to anybody who's been waiting
Ask me where I been, I'll say recalibrating...

Written by:
Jon Estrada

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