Kidd James & Groovy Mon$ta - Maverick

Now see my body full of ink
Now what's your thoughts on that
I had thoughts of suicide
But I'm strong like that
Remind me I'm lucky to be alive
So I tat my back
Taught me to love myself
And to save my racks
I don't want to fail again
But I been on that
They your friends then turn on you
Can't fuck with no rats
What was I doing in those streets
I didn't belong there
Protect myself all cost
Or get folded like a lawn chair
Come from where they strip you down to your underwear
A lot robberies and murders
Should've been alarm here
Situation blow up in your face like it's a bomb here
Came from the mud like I'm living on a farm there
Why I be the one that you criticize
I know I made mistakes yeah I made a lot
I didn't see the pain I went through
But I'm always the one that you scrutinize
I keep moving forward until I'm paralyzed
I'm praying that I apologize
Told my son I ain't a bitch
I never run and hide
Staying ten toes
I ain't scared to die
God gave me wings human touched the sky
I'm doing better but they don't see why
At least a nigga tried
I got on my knees and a nigga damn near cried
I ain't told the truth in so long that I only told lies
Nigga feel dead inside
Something you don't recognize
All pressure been applied
A nigga can't get right
Yeah

Telling all my secrets
Giving up without a reason
Never been pleased with how we rolling with each other anyway
Stayed away from you to keep me from my feelings from me
I don't like the way we living lately
Even in the darkness deep I feel it caving
Deeper than it can go and then it's deep
Third of my life
I'm losing sleep
Nights waiting for a text that I ain't see
Call you in the am
Need to relapse from the last months
Why I let the pain in
I needed to see someone for it
All this life my ego fought my pride
Forgetting that you can die from the inside
I don't need to tell you what you getting or what you missing from it
Reaching for the limits so what's keeping me from it
I just keep my mind on green
Move the chains nothing can lock me down if I'm playing my own game
And I ain't never gone stop
People asking
Kidd when that album finna drop
I just been running through all this shit its in a flop
I just been running through all this shit I'm on the drop
And I can't even stop with it
Trying to keep my life going
And I'm never going to stop when I'm reaching for my limits
I'm trying to get higher than I ever been before
And I'm just rapping cause I'm going crazy with it
And I don't have to tell you it's no daisy with it
Flowers already been up in the pavement with it
Pavement or the basement I don't give a fuck
I'm living life never had the feelings fuck
I'm living life never had the feelings for her

Written by:
Jerod Hartley, Reginald Webb Jr.

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