Chezzo - Trust Issues

Gang shit
In my thoughts again man
Damn, I'm in my thoughts again
It so hard to trust a hoe and be a gentleman
I'm a whole grown up they be thinking I'm a little man
To get some real love, wishing I could be a kid again
Decide to break my heart, then yo mental ain't healthy
Put a picture on my wall of me buying my first Bentley
Ain't nothing really forever and that trust shit so deadly
If you cut some faulty shit then you might as well forget me
Explained my pain to many, then I got betrayed
Don't know when I'm gonna get out this ignorant ass phase
I'm just kicking it back, stack my chips like I'm lays
The real feelings always different from what they portray
I'm goin crazy yeah, I'm goin out my mind
Or is that god being great giving signs
Or do I gotta be alone just to shine
It took so long for my thoughts to get in line
I have to spark it up, don't like being in my head
The old me gone, shit that version of me dead
Couple years ago was wondering if I'm gone get fed
Turned to music, I'm creating while enlightened from the meds
I'm young as fuck and I felt I seen it all
And so many want me to fall
I just take the hate and look at it but my face say I'm appalled
Don't respond to many calls, pick my phone up put it down
Wasn't there when I was down then, I'm gone never want you round
All my success and all my riches, I could see it, I envisioned
Me not vibing on that frequency that's only what I'm missing
Keep my faith cause the universe tryna help me with my mission
I ain't done until I'm feeling some fulfillment with my living
Damn, I'm in my thoughts again
From what I witnessed, don't desire many friends
I can't let nobody get up in my head and make me tense
You can't trust these phony niggas, ain't no proper space to vent
Damn, I'm in my thoughts again
It so hard to trust a hoe and be a gentleman
I'm a whole grown up they be thinking I'm a little man
To get some real love, wishing I could be a kid again
Decide to break my heart, then yo mental ain't healthy
Put a picture on my wall of me buying my first Bentley
Ain't nothing really forever and that trust shit so deadly
If you cut some faulty shit then you might as well forget me
Explained my pain to many, then I got betrayed
Don't know when I'm gonna get out this ignorant ass phase
I'm just kicking it back, stack my chips like I'm lays
The real feelings always different from what they portray
Gang gang
Don't break my heart
Don't tear me apart
Gang

Written by:
Sanchez Lewis

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