KATARYA - Control

It's been a while
I've been gone for quite a moment,
I don't know if you had noticed
But I'm back, writing songs
For me to sing alone in the dark
My time is almost out
I'm almost out of breath
And they're coming for my neck, yeah
Time is almost out
What will I become?
When all is said and done
I'd like to meet my monsters, have a talk
Ask them why I'm under their control
I asked for help and got none, after all
I'm to blame for all the pain I hold
Had a dream but can't fight for it
I need help but can't cry for it
I fear judgment, I'll lie for it
Shut them all out, they wonder why I'm so distant
Thought that I just need fixing
They can't understand that I'm different
Gave me shame I held so deep in, they
Made me blame myself for existing
Who the fuck am I supposed to be pissed at?
Whose fault is it? It's the whole system
They can't help, I'm not worth assistance
They can't help, they ain't even listening
It gets hard being optimistic
I'm too flawed to trust my instincts
Hope my demons don't get to win this fight
I'd like to meet my monsters, in the dark
Ask them why I'm under their control
I asked for help and got none, after all
I'm to blame for all the pain I hold (monsters, have a talk)
(Under their control)
Pain I hold (got none, after all)
Pain I hold (monsters)
(Under)
Pain I hold (got none)
I'm to blame for all the pain I hold

Written by:
Loay Katarya

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