T-Low434 - Do or Die

This shit might be depressing
I just
This how a nigga was feeling once upon a time
I sorta overcame these feelings
I think

So many days of being high
Remember I was super low
Waiting for my moment
Just to let my brains blow
No I
Tried hang and let go
All these fucking problems
You don't know unless we spoke

From molested as a kid
To losing all my shit
The nigga that you see
Never really gave a fuck
Got beat for little things
Now I'm bad in every way
I'm bout to self destruct
Heavens gate I'll see today

Suicide
Living in this life you either
Do or die
I know it's never right
But I've been living like
It really doesn't hurt
So maybe all this pain
Can transfer through a single verse

Twenty-seventeen was the last time
I tried to kill myself
Battle buddy tried to call
But I ignored
And took a step
I'm standing on the edge
At any moment I won't breathe
Then they caught me right before I got the chance to make them grieve

Yeah the army took a lot
But you would never know the basics
I done lost so many people
Throughout time
That time was wasted

Newly eighteen
I had big dreams
But then things just had to crumble
I'm just mad at myself
Cause in my prime I tripped and fumbled

As a kid I had no innocence
Grew up with my cousins
Then for a decade I ain't know myself
Didn't see I was struggling
Now they notice all the changes
Everyday you know I'm packing
Now they like damn
I wonder what had really happened

Now I'm older
Barely sober
With no care in the world
Tryna beat up on depression
While you throw hands at girls

Lost my sister
Damn I miss her
Wish I could hold you one more time
Kee I love you
And I'm never going down without a fight

So many days of being high
Remember I was super low
Waiting for my moment
Jus to let my brains blow
No I
Tried hang and let go
All these fucking problems
You don't know unless we spoke

From molested as a kid
To losing all my shit
The nigga that you see
Never really gave a shit
Got beat for little things
Now I'm bad in every way
I'm bout to self destruct
Heavens gate I'll see today

Suicide
Living in this life you either
Do or die
I know it's never right
But I've been living like
It really doesn't hurt
So maybe all this pain
Can transfer through a single verse

Written by:
Tenique Chavous

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