H-Nine - Broken Dials

Life like this a fucking sick game
Nights like this I would numb that pain
Can't touch me got on my Mac chain
Anxiously waiting for my name
To be brought up so they could bring me in the psych ward
I got fucked up smoke drink and pills but now I want more
Acted okay but now the people want an encore
Fuck
I don't think that I can do it though
Fuck the therapy I wanna be back in my studio
Now I'll wear a smile watch em laugh as I put on a show
Be an angel child you would think I was on honor roll
I should be a fucking actress
The way that no one knows my mind is filled with fucking madness
So beware
When I lose my shit
You don't wanna be there
Smoke all in my room
Mac I need some clean air
Find me someone that really cares

Blue tiles and fake smiles
I'm battling my
True rivals of broken dials
Stuck in the place they sent ya
Walls magenta
Can't smoke they won't let ya
They gon set ya free
Once you promise not to bleed
Gotta guarantee
Will I ever feel safe in my own fucking head
If I can't don't think I'll ever see my own fucking bed
My old friend said she was here till the end
Wishing that I was dead and she still left me on read

Fluorescent lights overhead
Maybe I should socialize or just sit lone and miserable
Always been depressed and shit but now I've reached my pinnacle
Steady doing stupid shit and acting like an imbecile
Falling off the deep end they all say that help is critical
So now i'm doing this for them in 3227
Never get no time alone these nurses they keep checking
Got no weed I got no phone they asking where my head is
Don't know where my head is

Blue tiles and fake smiles
I'm battling my
True rivals of broken dials
Stuck in the place they sent ya
Walls magenta
Can't smoke they won't let ya
They gon set ya free
Once you promise not to bleed
Gotta guarantee
Will I ever feel safe in my own fucking head
If I can't don't think I'll ever see my own fucking bed
My old friend said she was here till the end
Wishing that I was dead and she still left me on read

Written by:
Hannah Klein

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