Iamjakebars - Changes

I've been
Going through the motions
Learning how to pretend
That everything is perfect
And I've been
Sinking in an ocean
Drowning but I'm silent
Yet everyone thinks I'm afloat
Going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I started to stray
I've been digging deep into self growth
'Cause I felt alone and I lost hope
Spent most of my twenties with blurred sight
Then I found my light at a crossroad
Put the bottle down got my mind clear
Held back tears but I fight fears
And my nightmares seemed so real
Then I changed gears on how my life is
I been sober now for a hot minute
Got a clear mind thinking authentic
But I miss friends and the social life
That associates with that bad habit
On one hand I'm feeling happy now
The other side feeling sad and down
It don't make sense but it's so true
I battle changes that I go through
Going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I started to stray
I'm going through up and downs in my daily
All these thoughts around me lately
Got me drowning but I'm still stable
Pride got tested but I'm not breaking
I'm at your mercy please show me some
My self esteem couldn't hold me up
So I'm moving different than I use to do
So to put it simple man I'm growing up
Along the way I might trip and fall
I might just go and lose it all
I tell myself to shake it off
But the mixed emotions keep takin off
I mean look at me
I'm not the same man that I used to be
I'm renewed and free
Now I'm in control like a lucid dream
That's within my reach but I'm losing sleep
Trying to fight the seasons
Trying to find my meaning
Maybe there's a reason
Why I'm going through these changes

Written by:
CHRISTOPHER PAUL IORIO, JARRETT SMITH

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