Bluemeaniie - Eyes Closed

How dare you try to use my pain against me
I seen a line between love and hate man
Shit got me feeling empty
We go to war behind these closed doors
But that ain't what our friends see
And every time I try to leave you baby
I come back in a frenzy
Why do it gotta be this way
Arguing turn to cussing
Cussing turn into fighting
Fighting turn into fussing
Fussing turn into fucking
Ignore that shit like it's nothing
Like that pain don't really stick
Bullet wounds heal like nothing
Just try to let go that petty shit
Fighting turn into running
Cause you know the love I got for you is real
And it kills me to feel like you ain't doing me right
So I just choose how I feel
I just wipe all my tears
And act like everything's fine
Always fighting my fears
But always feel like I'm dying
Man I hold on to it
So sometimes I can't stop me from crying
Don't put the shame on me
Blame on me
Can't you see that I'm trying
Don't pull the wool and the curtain
Man why you keeping me blind
Thought there was more to you
But I'm mistaken must have been lies
My heart is cold to keep from breaking
Turn this lava to ice
You hit me deep
My soul is shaken
An attack on my life
Yeah
He barely know the city where I'm from
He barely even with me when we're done
He hardly in the picture
Hardly even hear me
Barely even feel like we're in love
He barely know the city where I'm from
He barely even with me when we're done
He hardly in the picture
Hardly even hear me
Barely even feel like we're in love
I'll cut you off with my eyes closed
Cause these strings don't affect me
I told myself I knew better
Why'd I let you neglect me
You're trippin' cause I do better than you could ever, nigga
I was there to hold you down through darkness and stormy weather
You was only holdin' on cause I got your shit together
When you give your all, I guess you always gon' get the lesser
If you gonna diss your blessings, then it's whatever, nigga
Yeah, so save your tears for the next bitch who come around
I guarantee, she won't do better or hold you down
They all know I'm the queen bee, look what you found
Now you look like a lost boy, a fuckin' clown
I took your ass out the ghetto and you still ain't respect me
You know a nigga that I know would cherish me
Send me flowers on Tuesdays and marry me
Just cause I made that cute face he like to see
And I'll be happy cause that's all I really need
But you reject my affection like you conceited
Still I ain't tryna leave
Cause my hearts a pillar wants to stay where it's at
And you can't push a killer, nah
He barely know the city where I'm from
He barely even with me when we're done
He hardly in the picture, hardly even hear me
Barely even feel like we're in love
How can I be vulnerable, everybody blind with envy
I look around the room, I'm crowded but still feeling empty
And even if you think you know, you don't know who your friends be
I swear I'd rather be alone, my company is plenty
And I kept on trippin' on all the shit you threw my way
You really tried to use my guilt to cover up your shame
But it's over now, and I found out where to place the blame
It's all on you, above me, we can't be the same
He barely know the city where I'm from
He barely even with me when we're done
He hardly in the picture, hardly even hear me
Barely even feel like we're in love
He barely know the city where I'm from
He barely even with me when we're done
He hardly in the picture, hardly even hear me
Barely even feel like we're in love

Written by:
Neeka Seale

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