Eve Christina - edge of 19

It's in the evenings, long nights
Try and imagine me healing, dog bites
Fingers and thumbs started bleeding, song write
You're bored of all of my feelings, don't lie
All of these branches breaking
Figuring out it's a chance worth taking
I don't know how but he's gone, forsaken
Say it out loud what a mess I'm making
I watch films that i don't like
Just to see life through their eyes
I'm obsessed with being nice
I never take my own advice
Anyone know who I am?
Feel myself changing for a man
Unlearn the back of my own hand
I'm on the edge of 19
Sat on the edge of my seat
Reading romantic novels and pretending she's me
I'll give you free therapy
Just give me your company
I'm exhausted and weak
Full of words I don't speak
Born in the autumn
Falling down with the leaves I'm exhausted
All this pressure to be so important
Play it out on the screen, don't ignore it
Changing the bedsheets next week
Procrastinating and turning twenty
Smile on my face with a glass half empty
You know everything but you've never met me
I'm on the edge of 19
Sat on the edge of my seat
Reading romantic novels and pretending she's me
I'll give you free therapy
Just give me your company
I'm exhausted and weak
Full of words I don't speak
I'm a narcissist who hates herself
Got a god complex but I feel like hell
You say like me now but time will tell
I watch films that I don't like
In the hope they'll stay the night
I'm obsessed with being nice
I never take my own advice
Anyone know who i am?
God forbid changing for a man
Unlearn the back of my own hand
I'm on the edge of 19
Sat on the edge of my seat
Reading romantic novels and pretending she's me
I'll give you free therapy
Just give me your company
I'm exhausted and weak
Full of words I don't speak

Written by:
Eve Whittemore

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