polished disaster - crazy dumb stupid/whatever you want

Time and time again
I stop myself from trying to play pretend
I'll stop expecting to not be spent at the end of the day
I want to die again
But I'm afraid of heights of flying
I'll let the dust collect around my bed at the end of the day

Feel like the end of my day
Fallin with nothin to save me
I wake up and I smoke it away
No wonder I'm feeling so hazy
I'm going crazy
Crazy dumb stupid
I wanna keep coming up with excuses
Keep it cool calm useless
Why would I talk if you think I'm a nuisance

Wake up and smoke it away
I'm going crazy crazy
Keep it cool calm

Why don't you feel like I do
Whatever you want from me
Why don't you feel like I do
Whatever you want from me
Why don't you feel like I do
Whatever you want from me
Why don't you feel like I do
Whatever you want from me

Maybe don't kill my pride
I think I'm losing my mind
Time and time again I wait for you to say something I want to hear
Please just make this all clear

Wanna hear
Wanna hear

Feel like the end of my day
Fallin with nothin to save me
I wake up and I smoke it away
No wonder I'm feeling so hazy
I'm going crazy
Crazy dumb stupid
I wanna keep coming up with excuses
Keep it cool calm useless
Why would I talk if you think I'm a nuisance

I never said that I'm using
I never said you're abusive
Been too long
You wanna see me in person
I don't wanna talk in cursive
Such a bother
I wish I learned from my father
Protecting my pride like a father now
Staying up falling farther
How don't you feel like I do

Maybe don't kill my pride
I think I'm losing my mind

Time and time again I wait for you to say something I want to hear
Please just make this all clear

Written by:
Mason Anliker, Pat Cowles, Raghav Surya

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