Mardee Millz - Self-Made

Self-Made I been running on my own. Yeah, people come and go
That's just how it goes, journey down the road
Know I'm different, this not where I belong
When I'm alone I can think, I'm my own motivation
Made a few goals had to go out and chase it
Won't ever fold gotta stay on my toes
Gotta stick to the code swear I won't ever break it yeah
That's the way that it has to be. They was turning they back to me
Seeing the shadows I'm watching my back for demons
Something I had to see, no time for sadness but sometimes I can't believe it
Done with my past beliefs, mind on the path and I thought of a plan to reach it
Yeah walk like a soldier, I want my freedom the most
Can't hold any fear on the moment. I stay on the go and I'm keeping my eyes on the goal
I'm staying in motion, I can't be emotional. Trusting my soul and I gotta be strong
I was stuck in the storm it was pouring out hatred and sorrow. I just gotta follow the sun
Got my focus on growing, I thought about what it become. I was chosen I know I'm the One
If you from where I'm from and you one of the chosen ones, all of us chosen cuz all of us One
And it used to be some now its most of us, no more controlling us
Rising and nobody holding us, everyone growing up
Trauma the reason I woke up, I noticed it when I was young
I'm ready for change but I'm still reminiscing the day of progression
The memories intimate, I just been fixing my energy
Living in the present loving every single bit of it
I'm growing not only with age, I got wisdom. I know that my frequency shifting, I'm gifted
I broke out my cage, I'm preparing for greater decisions. I know that I'm 1 in a Million
Yeah, I would dream of this time now I'm living it
Had to get out the prison we living in. Why are we raised in a system of ignorance?
That's the reason I been trynna fix it. They making us think we don't carry significance
I stay out the mix I been sick of it, lay in my bed in the AM connect with the infinite
Stay on the mission and pray til I finish it. Made this decision I can't be submissive
I'm thinking, envisioning vividly picturing everything I'm finna feel when I get it
My head in a mess had to end all the stress
I can't settle for less cuz I'm next to be blessed
I'm a king in a big game of chess and I'm wrecking it
Thinking ahead of the rest I been checking it
Making amends with the past and the present
I'm passing every single test I'm presented with
Taking every lesson changing my perspectives
Patiently wait and progress til I'm blessed with it
Living day by day, appreciate it all. Seeing every sign, receiving every call
Speaking to God and the message heaven sent
I'm grateful that I get a chance at tomorrow
Another day, another dollar I'm bossing it. Far away from all the drama I'm out of it
Found my way out of the darkness, I'm walking with God
Had to follow my heart and I'm proud of it
Finally reaching the light at the end of the tunnel, the vision I'm seeing is subtle
Step after step I don't back track
Heading straight down the path and I ain't looking back cuz I'm past that
Getting out of this rat trap, swear I'm still getting flashbacks
Imma stay in my zone I can back that
They gon hate but I know that I'm abstract, Mardee different
I been a winner gotta keep getting bigger. Never give up cuz I know that I'm fit for this
Never quitting swear I need you to listen. I've never fit in cuz I'm 1 in a Million
Self-Made I been running on my own. Yeah, people come and go
That's just how it goes, journey down the road
Know I'm different, this not where I belong
When I'm alone I can think, I'm my own motivation
Made a few goals had to go out and chase it
Won't ever fold gotta stay on my toes
Gotta stick to the code swear I won't ever break it yeah
That's the way that it has to be. They was turning they back to me
Seeing the shadows I'm watching my back for demons
Something I had to see, no time for sadness but sometimes I can't believe it
Done with my past beliefs, mind on the path and I thought of a plan to reach it

Written by:
Marcus Duerr

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