Swift Fox - One Day I'll Be Older

Hit my limits
With your gimme gimmick
Like give me a minute
Yeah let me finish
Ten toes down no intermission
Sick of the compliment fishing
Listen
Key in ignition
Switching positions
I bring the heat to the kitchen
I got drive no it's not pride
Cause though I'm alive
My, brother isn't
Not just him I've been missing
I miss who I was
Days gone cold still out in the sun
Rain clouds above
Pins and needles
My hands gone numb
How my, mind feels
Like a minefield
Working on me
Like an anvil
Heart feel like an empty anthill
Grief keeps me, at a standstill
I'm a nobody a nose bleed
To those nosey
Trauma dumping he OD'd
Life owes me
He got clean
Then relapsed and died
Weight on my shoulders
Lot on my mind
One day I'll be older
Than my brother who's older
Yeah
One day I'll be older
Than my brother who's older
Heart breaks for the one
Who looked to my mom and told her
She lost a son
My dad and mom are soldiers
A pain time can't numb
I try my best but I fuck up
I fall down still I get up
Yeah
I admit I give in
Surviving ain't thriving
And this isn't living
I Knew it you're not even listening
Who blew it you got to be kidding
This music
Have I out grown it or
Has it out grown me
How will I cope growing
Knowing you won't
Show me the ropes
Slowly your voice erodes
From memory
This is your story
Passed centuries
Here's how it goes
Written in stone oh
All of your woes
Nobody will know
Feet in the snow
The freezing cold
The light that you held
I'll hold
Trying my best
Or so that I'm told
Dying to rest
But I'll never fold
If good die young
What does it mean to be
Growing old
I'm a nobody a nose bleed
To those nosey
Trauma dumping he OD'd
Life owes me
He got clean
Then relapsed and died
Weight on my shoulders
Lot on my mind
One day I'll be older
Than my brother who's older

Written by:
Brandon Fox, Daniel Godfrey

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