Figgy - AGAIN. (feat. Ezekiel Jabez)

The world's bemuse
My wretched form
I feel its disease creeping into my veins again and again
I stall for time, I gasp for air, like this field of reeds
I'm turned to dust in blistering heat
Am I a reflection of my old scars?

I fall to pieces reminded of better times when I
Didn't hold this anguish down into my inner world
I'm treading water, I'm suffocating
Drowning in my own designs again and again
And again and again

Now the trials of men
Contributions to my psychosis in feverish dreams
This concession humbles me so
I cannot face these demands with my own bones
I feel I might break under the pressure again and again

I fall to pieces reminded of better times when I
Didn't hold this anguish down into my inner world
I'm treading water, I'm suffocating
Drowning in my own designs again and again
And again and again

Black out, night time
My nigga run them dimes
Every time I'm feeling inclined
To run up them checks I'm feeling depressed
You niggas be talking
I ain't hearing shit
I'm steadily walking into the abyss
I want mo', want hoes
Want doe want droe
Want time can't find
My mind in time to fight the pain
Disdain still rains present
All I really want is heaven
Inside my my mental
Peace between pencil and paper
Words that don't reek of hatred
To be stable in status
To be able to face this
Internal conflict
But I cant stop it
Cause I can't process the thoughts that haunt me
The constant taunting
Is gonna cost me
What I'm not willing to loose
The power to be able to
Wade through the waters of truth
Where everything's what I knew
But no longer is
Its all just fodder
The words of a goner
The man of the shadows
Falls into the meadows
Forever gone you niggas remember

Remember your strength
Comes from the inner desire to do better
break cycles and change the status quo
Bros losing their appetite for destruction, systematic suffering is dysfunction, all for profit?
Nah
Evil only thrives in the insecurities of weaker men
Feeble beings believe they've lost and are seeking pain
It's me I'm a weaker man, its me I've got a better plan
It's me I'm a testament to tenacity, all
The struggles find me and i find myself like a masochist
Am I lying to myself?
These highs never last long
The feeling returns always am I not strong?
Enough to keep my demons from keeping the best of me

Gone are the times for a lighter dream
Far from the presence of a brighter scene
Call upon thee when you're mind is fighting the inanities.
Fuck around and smite your vanity
Sing the sounds of perfect melodies
Bring the clouds from the skies are you
Actually there?
Part the seas this time are you actually there?
Rise again and preach divine are you actually there?
Deliver us from our own cries are you actually there?
Are you actually there
Are you actually

Gone away from this one day I pray I'll be
My heart in my hands my head resides
The barriers of space and time collapse inside
I feel I may see the sun again

I fall to pieces reminded of better times when I
Didn't hold this anguish down into my inner world
I'm treading water, I'm suffocating
Drowning in my own designs again and again
And again and again

Written by:
Brandon Figueroa, Chavaughn Washington

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