Ace of Knaves - Chemo (feat. Hackamillion)

My scars have faded without you around
My skin is getting thicker as I write this down
And the letter that I wrote you
It's still sitting on my shelf
And I've tried to imagine how life would be
If I stopped to smell a rose you grew
Or if I let you teach me recipes
Would I have been more healthy too
Even though the sky will rise up
The scars in the grass will heal and fade
The happy vibe I felt beside you
Each and every day won't fade
It pierces darkness and decay
I hear exactly what you'd say
And reminds every time I stray
That your memory will light my way
I don't know how to say this, mom
Still worried that I'll get it wrong
But I'll still try, I'll always fight
Because that's what you'd like
I've lost my will, I miss you, mom
The family's broken, we miss you, mom
It's not the same ever since you left
We've all been trying to forget
Even though the sky will rise up
The scars in the grass will heal and fade
The happy vibe I felt beside you
Each and every day won't fade
It pierces darkness and decay
I hear exactly what you'd say
And reminds me every time I stray
That your memory will light my way
I think I failed you this time, mom
Ran off the rails got shitfaced, mom
But you saw that
And saved me by the lessons that you taught
I've learned a lot and tried a lot
Of things that you would not approve
And of all the things I've learned so far
Is that it's harder without you
Even though the sky will rise up
The scars in the grass will heal and fade
The happy vibe I felt beside you
Each and every day won't fade
It pierces darkness and decay
I hear exactly what you'd say
And reminds me every time I stray
that your memory still lights my way
And hopefully I did a good job
Or good enough job
With my five boys, I feel like I did
The best that I can
And I love them very much

Written by:
Andrew Hack, Joseph Hack

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