Ghost4514 - On Your Own (feat. Leakose)

I know that I'm fine, I wish you were never mine
You wasted all my time, I don't wanna rhyme

You set me up for failure, now I'm cutting with the razor
Doing you a favor, I hate this fucking behavior

You were my savior, now you're just a faker
I'm locked inside a chamber, kill me with the Kraber

You changed up your flavor, you were always safer
I'm stuck inside the paper, smoking on the vapor

You've been on my mind every day, every night
Turning in the fist fights, getting high as a kite

I was your dark knight, now I'm looking for the light
I might die out of spite, looking up at the height

We did all the crime, now you're acting like a mime
Saying all goodbyes, mix it up with the lies

While you're seeing other guys, now you're acting all shy
This is your shit, the mines, yet you're all my prize

Look I'm fine, just kidding, no I'm not
But I'll never tell you, I'll keep those feelings locked

Look I try to keep it on the low
But these thoughts are kind of loud, and there's no way I can shut them out

Hey Siri, pick up the phone, wait, no one's calling cause I'm all alone
No one by my side, just me and a knife

Tears making it hard to see out my eyes
My eyes and wrist, they bleed, but therapy's not what I need

I'm popping pills just like they said, I'll pop some more and pray I'm dead
I'm not okay, I won't pretend

My life's a mess, fucked in the head, my dad's not here
Mom's not aware of the demons under my bed

Said I'm okay, another lie contemplating taking my life
Thought I could change for the better, but I get depressed every single December

Roses are red and diamonds are blue
Will I ever be happy? I don't have a clue

And rubies may shine, I'm just wasting my time
Missing love, I don't feel
Missing love, that's not real

I'll try not to miss you
But it sucks that you don't miss me
You don't miss me
Better off on your own

You saw me as something you thought you could fix
It's not how it works
You bought me some time and you watched me exist
But I'm getting worse and you notice
I'm getting more angry and spiteful with each coming day

And you hate that I'm like this, I hate that I'm like this
Alright then, I guess that I'd rather just say

I wish I could murder the earth and reverse every life from their death to their birth
Because no one deserves to be hurting the way that I'm hurting
And God got me asking, the fuck is the purpose

And if he did love us, then why don't he show it
And if he fucked up, I just wish he would own it
This shit is ridiculous, I'm not a boggart

I'm half of a man with a half to throw pennies in
I'm trying not to miss you
But it sucks that you don't miss me
You don't miss me
Better off on your own

Written by:
Colton Wheeless, Jayden Hall

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