dendrick - THE HUMAN EXPERIENCE (OUTRO)

Over oceans abroad, I keep my options open
Asked my heavenly father if it was time to go
If it don't come soon think I might tie the rope
Or I might consider jumping overboard if I can't buy the boat
Now I'm here, shopping and window shopping I'm back
I been known to dream but my dreams are about the past
I been, I been dreaming I'll get it back
Someday I'll get it back promise mama I'll be there I'll be there one day
Magazine of memory I done lost so many over time I cry, cause Tina face on the front page
The love come back, like I always knew it would
Found a page full of answers and damn we're so misunderstood about
The love in this situation we lack the communication
To tell each other how we feel I'm turning my back
Missing signs about my path, it's too late cause you're already gone
I realize I was wrong but I can't tell you that now
So I'm picking up my pieces pick em up we're so mistreated
If you treated me right, why'd I feel the love was never there?
Now I approach every situation can't lie a little scared
Cause these feelings I'm aware can split my heart up in two
Different pieces now we keeping secrets though I don't wanna
Experience built these walls and they keep getting taller
Now I'm too short to see over or let myself fall into love
Think I'm holding me back from letting myself see what's above
Yeah
Feel like I lost control
And all I've been trying to do since then is get it back
My younger self was an atrocity
A constant lack of confidence cause I could only play for junior varsity
And that's when I learned I really struggle with living partially
If I'm not striving to be the best it gets hard for me to care
Or stay invested when the ship sinks
At least with music I came from the bottom so anywhere I go I feel I might be on the brink of success
Checkmate in chess
My life is more than checkers who don't even check up on me I'm down
But you would never know cause I don't say that shit out loud
The world gotta enough problems I elect to close my mouth and keep it shut for a while
Think I'd rather take my punches to the gut with a smile so you would never know
Feel I'd be feeling happy if I wasn't so alone
Had so many dreams of traveling with someone that I'm so in love with
Damn that life would be beautiful
Know I could really change if I had someone to do it for
(Enjoy the present moment)
(Peace & Love)

Written by:
Eric Trumble

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