hearts & hightops - Just Smile

I tried to find a way to get to you
I tried to find a way to get through
But the more I try
The less I find
And the more I feel left behind
I'm sick and tired of always being at the end of my rope
I think it's time I finally go for broke

I'm tired of believing that everything will work out in its season
It's cliche and not remotely true
Life really sucks
I won't lie to you
You can manufacture romance anywhere
That doesn't mean that life is more than empty despair
Because what the hell are we even doing here?
Is who I am related to
Who I am related to
I grew up thinking that I have to be
Defined by my society
Yeah, unlearning myself is a learning process
And I don't quite know how to process
The life I always thought I'd lead
Is holding me back from being me

I hate that word family
Cause blood doesn't mean anything
I found more love than I've ever had
Draining it out and not looking back
I hate that word family
Cause blood doesn't mean anything
I found more love than I've ever had
Draining it out and not looking back
I'm not looking back

I'm tired of believing that everything will work out in its season
It's cliche and not remotely true
Life really sucks, I won't lie to you
You can manufacture romance anywhere
That doesn't mean that life is more than empty despair
Because what the hell are we even doing here
Is who I am related to
Who I am related to
I grew up thinking that I have to be
Defined by my society
Yeah, unlearning myself is a learning process
And I don't quite know how to process
The life I always thought I'd lead
Is holding me back from being me

I'm done trying
I'm done believing
I'm done searching
I'm not looking back

Written by:
Ellie Eitniear

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