Emily Finchum - masochism

I'm stranded
I don't see a soul for miles
I need to know
I been wondering for a while
I don't wanna be lethargic
I don't got a reason to be
I remember when it started
But God has been good to me
If I don't bleed, I'm not alive
If I don't cry, I'm numb
If I don't fight, I've given up
I learn things by fucking up
Masochism
Let me feel your pain
Vandalism
Go against the grain
I like to see my blood pooling up from beneath my skin
I don't wanna die, I want badly just to live
Cut into the tissue, see the layers spread
I can watch it heal, then I'll do it all again
If I don't bleed, I'm not alive
If I don't cry, I'm numb
If I don't fight, I've given up
I learn things by fucking up
Masochism
Let me feel your pain
Vandalism
Go against the grain
I like to see my blood pooling up from beneath my skin
I don't wanna die, I want badly just to live
Cut into the tissue, see the layers spread
I can watch it heal, then I'll do it all again
If I don't bleed, I'm not alive
If I don't cry, I'm numb
If I don't fight, I've given up
I learn things by fucking up
Masochism
Let me feel your pain
Vandalism
Go against the grain
If I don't bleed, I'm not alive
If I don't cry, I'm numb
If I don't fight, I've given up
I learn things by fucking up
Masochism
Let me feel your pain
Vandalism
Go against the grain
If I don't bleed, I'm not alive
If I don't cry, I'm numb
If I don't fight, I've given up
I learn things by fucking up
Masochism
Let me feel your pain
Vandalism
Go against the grain

Written by:
Emily Finchum

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