Mantis Toboggan M.D. - The Joys Of Rock Bottom....What Can I Say?

Sunday afternoon alcoholism in full bloom
Promised myself today to stay sober too
Another drunken afternoon in early October
Reality of addiction personal deregulation

Acceptance in my failure time and time again
Comfortable in my self destruction the joys of rock bottom... what can I say?
The carnage my distressed soul is whole
Just stressed I'm depressed that's all

Intoxication my salvation escape my pain
A band-aid to mask my shame and suffering
Personal torment hell bent on my endgame
Numb my pain with alcohol and tasty weed

Drank half a bottle of Shackleton pain within
Numbed my nerves torture inside infinite
Don't know how to stop my endless suffering
Running from that ugly demon that haunts me

Temptation with no redemption none to be had
Only emptiness exists my soul co exists so sad
A smile on my face but what internally?
Pain results in a suffering soul externally

Acceptance in my failure time and time again
Comfortable in my self destruction the joys of rock bottom... what can I say?
The carnage my distressed soul is whole
Just stressed I'm depressed that's all that's all

Peace through my grief this isn't enough said
Have I lost my mind or am I fucked in the head?
A pattern in this matter tasty whiskey is fine
The glass half full with deceit delusion and lies

Written by:
Matt Ritchie

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