Doubt3d - Hard To Be Myself

If I'm gonna die
Then I wanna die young
You don't understand
No you never could
Driving full speed
You don't know what my thoughts bring
Darkness I felt
Now I'm stuck in this shell
Wide awake
I lay
My eyes are open
Can't escape
These places leave
Me broken
Hard to be myself
I know evil's all around me
Spell it back once
And you'll notice it's alarming
I know where I'm goin
Destinations a little farther from heaven now
Yes I died inside
A little
Already in hell
Had to go and win a lot battles
With nobody's help
Life goes on
Still dealing with my tribulations
Gotta stay strong these feelings will bring you desperation
Every pain brings a lesson
Every lessons changing me
Death is not the greatest loss
But what dies inside as we live
I miss me
The old me
The happy one
Talking bout my brightest version
I'm thinking he's truly gone
Truth is everybody gonna hurt you
But it don't mean that they all deserve you
If I'm gonna die
Then I wanna die young
You don't understand
No you never could
Driving full speed
You don't know what my thoughts bring
Darkness I felt
Now I'm stuck in this shell
Wide awake
I lay
My eyes are open
Can't escape
These places leave
Me broken
Hard to be myself
I know evil's all around me
Spell it back once
And you'll notice it's alarming
My soul is broken
I hope you notice
If I'm gonna fall
Hope I fall fast
Keep the memories
In the past
If it's all my fault
Would you let me know
Hope you tell me before I crash
Safe to say I've had enough
Yea
Showed your hand I called your bluff
Finally recognizing that my enemy is my own self
I'm burning out
From all this hell inside
If I'm gonna die
Then I wanna die young
You don't understand
No you never could
Driving full speed
You don't know what my thoughts bring
Darkness I felt
Now I'm stuck in this shell
Wide awake
I lay
My eyes are open
Can't escape
These places leave
Me broken
Hard to be myself
I know evil's all around me
Spell it back once
And you'll notice it's alarming
My soul is broken
I hope you notice
My soul is broken
I hope you notice

Written by:
Ryan Musch

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