VIGILANDIA - Contemplating (feat. Jon Yadon Jr.)

I've thought about taking my life
I've wondered what's waiting for me on the other side
Why can't I do anything right
I've thought about ending it all tonight

Listen I hear you
Cause I've been there too
I know you're struggling
And other people are struggling too
So it's okay to feel what you're feeling
After all we're all just humans, humans

Laboring trying to find some sort of meaning to this existence
Why, why do I feel like a waste of human skin
Failing again and again
I don't understand why I'm here
My life is such a waste
I need to end this pain
The pain, the pain remains if you're not here tomorrow

Just close your eyes
Take a breath
It's a cold and lonely road
But you don't have to walk alone
Reach out for help
There's still time left
Cause in the end you matter much more than you know

And though it seems that there's no other option
Talking to somebody could be your redemption
Sometimes we all just need someone who cares enough to listen
Are you listening to me
Is anybody answering

What if nobody's listening
Will I have something to say
What if nobody understands
The messed up thoughts inside my head
Cause my life is filled with pain
Pain pain
This is too much
I'm contemplating

Just close your eyes
Take a breath
It's a cold and lonely road
But you don't have to walk alone
Reach out for help
There's still time left
Cause in the end you matter much more than you know

Reach out
If you're suffocating
Speak up
If you're contemplating
Don't be ashamed of what you're feeling
We all need love
We all need it

Reach out
If you're suffocating
Speak up
If you're contemplating
Don't be ashamed of what you're feeling
We all need love
Yeah we all need it

Written by:
Ray Rodriguez

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