Baby Hefner - Wishing

Thinking about my brother wish he was here and sitting next to me
I boarded on the jet now I look back the last time that we would meet
Shit fuck up thinking about tata on some rainy days
And dae dae dead overdose on percs since then this shit been strange
I was abusing drugs cause I ain't really have no way to cope
I'm from Missouri where they pistol pack and the place that made back door
Everybody gangsta since my man went and took his life
That shit still hurt me still can't believe d man had took his life
Got tired of crying looked in the mirror like T don't shed a tear
You made yo bed so for that man up it's time to face yo fears
They want me dead bag on my head it's fucking with my head
I miss the bros all I can say ima forever scarred within
Don't ask about love cause they done played me now I don't have no trust
Only a few brother that come around them the only ones I trust
Im missing the old days everyday I wish that i can rewind
Time moving slow there was no where to go and no one on my side
I felt alone so I cope alone so by myself is how i die
I sing sad songs lost in my thoughts pain just pollute my mind
Feel like I deserve it everything I lost and had to sacrifice
They jammed me in could've killed me then and I ain't know they name
Every since that day I'm loading guns hoping to see they face
I know it wrong but on I can judge me when it's time
I stopped believing in a higher power if so why my people died
Don't make sense they say it better but people say whatever just to push you on
I love my girl but the biggest question is if she'll stay or go
Thinking about my brother wish he was here and sitting next to me
I boarded on the jet now I look back the last time that we would meet
Shit fuck up thinking about tata on some rainy days
And dae dae dead overdose on percs since then this shit been strange
I was abusing drugs cause I ain't really have no way to cope
I'm from Missouri where they pistol pack and the place that made back door
Everybody gangsta since my man went and took his life
That shit still hurt me still can't believe d man had took his life
Got tired of crying looked in the mirror like T don't shed a tear
You made yo bed so for that man up it's time to face yo fears
They want me dead bag on my head it's fucking with my head
I miss the bros all I can say ima forever scarred within

Written by:
Tyrone Williams jr

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