Chan Zion - 04/20/02
August or July 2001
I was one I was done
Accident but my momma never bent
I was the event
4/20 2002
I was one I was done
Daddy smoked he had a plan
Now I'm the same
Not a lame no cocaine
But my daddy growin up use the meds
To take the pain it was lame
But I have no shame
Daddy playin poker
No playin love game
They burst into flames
Separated lanes pure shame
Two kids together so they had to be tame
Fuck a lane
Mom and dad both dated
But it was all baited
Cause I always
Hesitated and debated
Whether it was the right lane
Separated problems
Parents got goblins
Hearts throbbing
That's why I'm sobbing
Wanna blow up like some kerosene
But I'm tryna care you see?
Fuck a fantasy
Got that from my dad
Want a mansion see?
Get that from my ma
But than again I got my attitude
From my pa
Back to the script
It was shit
Always had to the dip
Ride in a whip
Just to get dropped in
A new environment
Bi-weekly
I was fuckin up weekly
Livin with my mom
My big sis livin with our dad
Funny how opposites attract,
Let me subtract
The fact
This was when people fax
Please get your facts
Never came from rich
Livin in a one bedroom apartment
Three people in the same bed
Never got enough blanket on the bed
Probably why I take
All the blanket on the bed
Probably why I go to the bank
And take out all the bread
Probably why I don't go sleep in silence Cause too many voices in my head
That's why I don't go to church
When I got prophecies in my head
I don't want to be dead
I don't wanna be another hit by the lead
Growin up
No one better than my father
There was no bother
Momma try to bring new ones in
But they couldn't father
They were bigger toddlers
They weren't coddlers
One called me retarded
Told me I won't be shit
One threw me off a counter
Call me a bitch
Dad didn't know
But if he did that bitch be put in pit
He don't mess with that shit
Momma always bringin round
Piece of shits
But spoiled me
Never foiled me
Got everything I need
Never no toyin me
Why when I don't get shit
I be throwin a fit
Like a moshpit
But I don't give a shit
I'm a get mines
Get that from my dad
He up front he not lying
People round me dying
So I'm just reflecting
How I'm just neglecting
The infection of affection
Izzy taught me no flexing
when I was hoopin gettin ejections
gotta pick a parent like election
The correction wanted equal
Want them to be better like a sequel
Wanted them to be better
But I'm not any
Wanted dad to have cheddar
But shit I don't have many
How I wanted vacations,
But shit I don't got no pennies
So right now I won't pour this henny
I'll grind I'll put all my mind
I'll take my time I'll be better
Uh and be just fine
Won't do the crimes
Won't do the time
Always lookin to be better
Than the last generations of mine
I'm always lookin to shine
All I want in my life uh
Is a bitch uh
And a piece of mind
Now do you mind?
Written by:
Chandler Wilson
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