J. Cowan - 06.15.59

Hello Journal
Haven't written for a minute
I've been really busy just exceeding my limits
Found my dad's diary and it made me laugh
Called it a diary yet he still apart of me
While thumbing through his life
A new respects been gained
Even when he got it wrong
To be a dad he aimed
Wasn't perfect that J Cowan undeservant
I can see why my actions did hurt him
I didn't understand him or him me
Didn't have the vision or the heart to believe
But now I appreciate when I look in my little's face
The things I would do to keep him on a path straight
He's a lot like him
Stubborn mule and balding
Always quick to laugh even during a scolding
I can relate to his stories of love
I hope he proud of me when looking down from above
But I don't wanna be my dad
I wanna be someone better
Know he wants that for me
All it takes is effort
Don't wanna be my dad
I wanna be someone better
One day we'll reunite in that land called Never
Well that's all for today
I'm tired of writing
Hello journal
Goodnight my friend
Well that's all for today
I'm tired of writing
Hello journal
And goodnight my friend
These are my feelings
This is me
Life has new meaning
This is me
Things I'm revealing
This is me
Can be so healing
This is me
Well that's all for today
Cuz I'm tired of writing
Hello journal
And goodnight my friend
Well that's all for today
Because I'm tired of writing
Hello journal
And goodnight my friend

Written by:
Jesse Cowan

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