ZAAY - Contract
they tell me i’m too pretty to be fuckin with the pills
say bye to my face for the slightest bit of thrill
in a world of a dumb i’m just tryna go numb
put it right there baby yea right up on my tongue
been in this shit as long as a bitch can remember
maybe get to stoppin when i get a gucci sweater
blow money on clothes not the drugs anymore
where the fun in that, fuck u even ask for
oooo
not stoppin
grab a pen n paper n absorb some of this logic
by the age of 19 i was somn of a holic
for the liquor weed pills even them whatchamacallats
when you in this deep ain no turnin back
hope u understand baby im always gon relapse
take the drugs to my death bed that’s a special bond
show u how much that i love u i even wrote you this song
i don’t know if it is mutual or one sided ya know
i feel ya suckin everything good & right clean up out my soul
i won’t leave u stranded baby yea ya hand i will hold
but really ya holdin mine, got to counting counted five
5 lil pills chillin sittin boolin in my hand
down my throat they get to slide and i do the dougie dance
once i start to feel the high there rly no goin back
roll my eyes to the sky
i really don’t stand a chance
uh uh uh
unusual
for someone to be honest n for someone to be truthful
know im not the only one so i’m tryna be useful
for me it do not matter but baby i cannot lose you
uh again, not stoppin
they gon have to take these drugs right out from my pockets
got more stashed we forever yea we locked in
im this close to needin paramedics and suboxone
uh, mm won’t die though
this point soundin jus a lil suicidal
couldn’t take my own life even if i tried to
give you all the power baby i am your disciple
Written by:
AZALIA WILKERSON
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