ZAAY - Contract

they tell me i’m too pretty to be fuckin with the pills

say bye to my face for the slightest bit of thrill

in a world of a dumb i’m just tryna go numb

put it right there baby yea right up on my tongue

been in this shit as long as a bitch can remember

maybe get to stoppin when i get a gucci sweater

blow money on clothes not the drugs anymore

where the fun in that, fuck u even ask for

oooo

not stoppin

grab a pen n paper n absorb some of this logic

by the age of 19 i was somn of a holic

for the liquor weed pills even them whatchamacallats

when you in this deep ain no turnin back

hope u understand baby im always gon relapse

take the drugs to my death bed that’s a special bond

show u how much that i love u i even wrote you this song

i don’t know if it is mutual or one sided ya know

i feel ya suckin everything good & right clean up out my soul

i won’t leave u stranded baby yea ya hand i will hold

but really ya holdin mine, got to counting counted five

5 lil pills chillin sittin boolin in my hand

down my throat they get to slide and i do the dougie dance

once i start to feel the high there rly no goin back

roll my eyes to the sky

i really don’t stand a chance

uh uh uh

unusual

for someone to be honest n for someone to be truthful

know im not the only one so i’m tryna be useful

for me it do not matter but baby i cannot lose you

uh again, not stoppin

they gon have to take these drugs right out from my pockets

got more stashed we forever yea we locked in

im this close to needin paramedics and suboxone

uh, mm won’t die though

this point soundin jus a lil suicidal

couldn’t take my own life even if i tried to

give you all the power baby i am your disciple

Written by:
AZALIA WILKERSON

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