FVCK GHO$tBOY - My Ecstasy

I ain't the type to ask for help
But won't you save me from myself
I put myself through hell
Ain't nobody can tell

When I succeed kinda just fail
I can't help myself
Never really been the type to let go
Always been the type to keep my shit low

Feel like it's better off if no one knows
Better alone when I lose control
Better than a gun, I don't care no more
Grab me the bong and load up a bowl

So won't you be my rest in place
Won't you be my ecstasy
When I look at you I see the rest of me
When I'm dead and I'm gone

Will you think less of me
In my head, too damn long
I don't know what's left to think
Smoking pot, making music on my laptop

Like I always do
Make a banger every time I want
Drop it, I don't know why I can't stop it
In my head 24-7

Guess you could say that I'm clocked in
Couldn't bear to look at me
Now they all be watching
Couldn't bear to hear me sing

Now their wondering when I'm dropping
I ain't the type to ask for help
But won't you save me from myself
I put myself through hell

Ain't nobody can tell
When I succeed I kinda just fail
I can't help myself
Never really been the type to let go

Always been the type to keep my shit low
Feel like it's better off if no one knows
Better alone when I lose control
Better than a gun, I don't care no more

Grab me the bong and load up a bowl
So won't you be my rest in peace
Won't you be my ecstasy
When I look at you I see the rest of me

When I'm dead and I'm gone
Will you think less of me
In my head, too damn long
I don't know what's to think

Smoking pot, making music on my laptop Like I always do
Make a banger every time I want to Drop it, I don't know why I can't stop

In my head 24-7
Guess you said that im clocked in

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GHO$tBOY .

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