Oliver Vegas - Vertigo

I know I'm just a toy to you
At least I can be put to use
But it's okay I like the abuse and I would never use that as an excuse
I know I'm just a toy to you
At least I can be put to use
But it's okay I like the abuse and I would never use that as an excuse

I don't wanna be used
I'm gonna be used
And I will never change how I'm gonna be viewed
And you will never see how I wanna see you
Still it's my fault I never pulled that sweet tooth
Oh why does the sugar have to be so addicting
I start to crash then I feel like somethings missing
My mouth is rotten it prevents me from kissing
This goddamn rush is so unforgiving

Now I can't feel my tongue and there's a lump in my throat
I try to hawk it up but I don't wanna choke
Maybe it breaks if it's festered with smoke
Or maybe I just end up on the verge of a croak
Or at the butt of a joke
Or a pile of coke
Or another night out i can't seem to approach
But it's what I chose and I don't have control
It's what I chose and I don't have control

But f**k it
It's what I asked for
But f**k it
It's what I asked for
I never wanted to sneak through your back door
I never wanted to sneak through your back door

I guess I can't say that I didn't care
But don't you dare say that I didn't care
I held my breath just to save your air
I held my breath just to save more air

I want you to rape me until I start to like it
I want you to rape me until I start to like it
I want you to rape me until I start to like it
I want you to rape me until I start to like it

Vertigo
I don't know
If I can let you go
Vertigo
I don't know
If I can let you go

If I could
If I would
If I would let you go

Written by:
Oliver Vegas

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