PhiLow - her smile

Oh, I remember her touch and her smell
The way she held me on that one day with her hands
I miss it, lost all issues holding her waist
Having all these memories just increase the pain
Found out she loved me, it's my fault I fucked up
Can't remember last time I didn't feel numb
Cheered up, High up, didn't have issues at all
Got me alone again, right in my head, locked up
In my mind seeing the shine in her eyes
I got to see the shame that haunted me saying lies
Lacking of confidence, more insecurities
Seeing the problem then damaging what is right
Girl, you're so fucking special, I understand
But you're blind to this fact, I wish I could demand
But I'm weak, I was strong, but it changed, it feels wrong
Hope I'll get to understand the way you hold on
Couldn't avoid the pain, not even for a day
Tryna help, but I'm stuck with a needle in my vein
I'm not gonna lie, it really hurts that there's no way
To escape, far away from this pain for a day
Tried to change, and I did, but not the way I wanted to
Feeling other people's pain, gonna go in a day or two
My mind is empty, fully cleared out, wearin' a noose
Yeah, you heard it right, a rope might help with it if it's cool
I liked her, she liked me, it was obvious for everyone
We didn't have a clue, now I'm here not knowing anyone
Too much pain, but still not enough to feel like i have won
This battle with my demons in my head that helps this pain of love
She's an angel in my eyes, made me bleed, of course it hurts
What did I expect, never forgot the way this shit works
Realized her voice was a gift that's partly disguised as a curse
Nothing better, summer days, with her, never pretentious
I'm still thinking of you
Can't change this painful truth
Don't want to go
I'm so numb
I'm still thinking of you
Can't change this painful truth
Don't want to go
I'm so numb
Oh, I remember her touch and her smell
The way she held me on that one day with her hands
I miss it, lost all issues holding her waist
Having all these memories just increase the pain
Found out she loved me, it's my fault I fucked up
Can't remember last time I didn't feel numb
Cheered up, High up, didn't have issues at all
Got me alone again, right in my head, locked up
Oh, I remember her touch and her smell
The way she held me on that one day with her hands
I miss it, lost all issues holding her waist
Having all these memories just increase the pain
Found out she loved me, it's my fault I fucked up
Can't remember last time I didn't feel numb
Cheered up, High up, didn't have issues at all
Got me alone again, right in my head, locked up

Written by:
Sabawoon Daud

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