St0n3rP4nd4 - S.T.U.D.Y

My mind is coasting, I'm feeling down tonight
I wanna eat the cake but I don't have an appetite
I need to focus and I think maybe my brain's fried
I left the crib and then I took a little drive
To get my mind right, the city goes by
While I'm stuck doing nothing with my f**king life
I'm a dying star dimming in the dead sky
You broke my heart when you said goodbye
A college dropout, nothing to brag about just a choice I made, to make myself proud
I'm a quiet guy, who's hella loud
Got that fire and that smoke spewing from my mouth
I really wanna fade away into obscurity
So I can avoid all of life responsibilities
I'm standing on a ledge and the void looks promising
I'm not gonna jump so please stop bothering me
I got to get out of my head
I got to get out of my head
I got to get out of my head
I got to get out of my head
I always feel lonely in a crowded room
But I never felt lonely standing next to you
We had each other's backs, now what do I do
With all these f**king memories I have of you
I should've swallowed my pride and stopped telling lies
My insecurities are the reason why
I ended up pushing you right out my life It's my own damn fault I'm not satisfied
So, guess I write another song about you, bout you
Hopefully it'll help me move past you, past you
Hope it make me better so I can make it through this weather
Getting caught in the rain because I lost my umbrella
Understand that I'm not trying to get you back
I just missed you, that is all and I know that is wack
But I have to let you know because it's holding me back
But I guess that happens when you're stuck in the past
I'm f**ked up
Smoke too much, drink too much
Oh, I'm f**ked up
Smoke too much, think too much
Oh, I'm f**ked up
Smoke too much, drink too much
Oh, I'm f**ked up
Smoke too much, think too much
I really wanna fade away into obscurity
So I can forget all these motherf**king memories
I'm standing on a ledge and the void looks promising
I'm not gonna jump, I'm not gonna jump
I am gonna jump so don't try and stop me
I always feel lonely in a crowded room but I never felt lonely standing next to you
We had each other's backs now what do I do
With all these f**king memories I have of you
As my lips touch this bottle I wish it was yours
I wanna call you up but I hit the floor
I'm covered head to toe with these scars and these sores
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore so
Guess I'll write another song about you, about you
Hopefully it'll help me move past you, past you
Hope it make me better so I can make it through this weather
Getting caught in the rain because I lost my umbrella
I really wanna fade away into obscurity
So I can forget all these motherf**king memories
I'm standing on a ledge and the void looks promising
I am gonna jump so don't try and stop

Written by:
Justin Johnson

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