Jontee - Back N Forth

I've been over the facts, my days I'll never get back
The scars that cover my raps, oh yeah yeah
Let me lie and say it's all fab, if that's it then that's that
I've been doing no cap, still loose it on these tracks

My armor revealing cracks, let me get ahh
I'll get back to you on that
Been overselling my chips, in this poker game we live
Might lose and die for a bit but then it's just right back in

Maybe one of these days we'll win, huh

Going back and forth, shit is crazy
I've been looking for some things but nothing saves me
There's something amazing, beauty in the way this life betrays me

But let me chill just for today, yeah
Watching movies wasting days, yeah

Been holding on to lies, the life we idolize
Said literally I grind, yeah, that's what makes me shine

Said I'm up and down, back and forth, fighting hard what we fighting for
Love I feel alot, sure, I should learn to express it more
Said I'm ready for war, yeah,

up in the attic I already panic
I'm socially manic, my life is so static, I'm currently active
I'm working and rapping, I'm sorry that I am just always collapsing
Then I'm back in, I'd be fine, a steep climb
I need time, I'm going back and it's all

Going back and forth, shit is crazy
I've been looking for some things but nothing saves me
There's something amazing, beauty in the way this life betrays me

But let me chill just for today, yeah
Watching movies wasting days, yeah

They say time flies, I see it drive by
Bugging on the moment in my high mind
Gotta get back to earth, I guess it's high time

First act mistake was being born I guess
But when life boards you up I see it more like chess
I seem all over the place, call me a tour guide mess
Maybe the second act's rapid, I put it all on what's next

Maybe it's all good, but the struggle's still real
And if you feel just fine, well can you tell me how's it feel

How's it feel
Can you feel it
How's it feel

Written by:
Jonathan Lönnqvist

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