Stephaintdeadyet - new recording 2

It's been a couple months, and I can't cope
The feeling of forgetness, it comes close
My memories are fading
I'm waiting for the moment that
I stop anticipating my death
Realizing that my mama need her son in good health
I been clouded no brent, it's more gray and foggy
Cold air, got nowhere to vent
That's why I stopped talking
Running till I run out of breath
The weed don't got me coughing
It's a lot of smoke in the air, I see it hit the mirrors
I don't even know who I am
Supposed to this big celebrity I told 'em bout
Nowadays, whenever I make music I just run my mouth
And you can tell that's its pain
Cause the next line don't even rhyme
Spent most of my days crying
One of them days, I should've went to a funeral
But I couldn't help but feel like dying
I wish I got to talk to you for one more time
So you can tell me shit gon' be fine
Too many nights I've laid
Asking god forgive me for the pain
That I caused on everybody that I made
A part of my life, and if they gone
I feel a change in the energy
If it ain't my childhood
Then fuck the past memories
Overdose on broken hearts and suicidal tendencies
This life ain't meant for me
So I should find something that meant to be
I'm tryna live, but
I can't take risks for my family
Conflicting disappointment is a
Nickname that I tend to be
But only I would say that phrase
Cause I know who I be and
How I usually am these days
I ain't got time to waste
It's almost two thousand and twenty-four and two thousand and twenty-six could literally Be in a couple days
The time limit, can't forget it
Cause its such a plague
I wanna live, I wanna die
It's back and forth these days
I wanna quit, I wanna try
It's nothing more to say
Except I should stop being a bitch and
Just enjoy my days
It all comes back to hurt me in the end
It all comes back to hurt me in the end
It all comes back to hurt me in the end
It all comes back to hurt me in the end
It all comes back to hurt me in the end

Written by:
Stephen Dequan

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