Asia James - Biggest Fan

Did it come out of left field
I didn't mean for this to happen
I can feel your heartbeat under my head
As you process everything I never said
Sorry I switched up on you
But something's telling me you'll get bored if it's not new
Am I the one with bloody hands
Will it be me who takes the stand
I think it's all my fault
You made me into someone I couldn't be
Someone who's so easy to please
Easy to mold by other hands
Til I'm a fraction of who I am
Hope you know why I had to leave
And how I wish you'd be what I need
I'll always be your biggest fan
But I don't think I'll ever understand
Why you couldn't be
Part of the plan
Did you feel too vulnerable
Were you afraid of what I'd find
When I asked "what's on your mind"
I could never say I was never honest
Could you say the same, cuz you never promised
I was always left hoping you wouldn't
Make me into someone I couldn't be
Someone who's so easy to please
Easy to mold by other hands
Til I'm a fraction of who I am
Hope you know why I had to leave
And how I wish you'd be what I need
I'll always be your biggest fan
But I don't think I'll ever understand
Why you couldn't be
The one who'd risk it all
Be at my door without a call
Tell me that I'm all you ever wanted
But you had to go and leave me haunted by the picture perfect ghost of you
Floating so far from the truth
You were so afraid that you would fall
You would rather lose me all in all

Written by:
Asia James

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