Stephaintdeadyet - outro4u

Crazy how it turned out in the end
Last year, I lost the love of my life
And now I lost my best friend
Feel like I'm worthless but
That shit, I gotta stop it
Before my death and funeral
Become a new trending topic
Anyways
Funny how I ride for the brodies
Then they do some foul shit
Act like they don't know me
Is it my fault that i'm feeling so lonely?
Hell nah, I won't let a fuckboy try to control me
No names, but I keep it gypsy
Medicinal made me hippy, it's scary
Get high and watch reruns of Hip Hop Harry
Then my mind drifts
I think about where I would be buried
Before I die, I hope I have my
Two kids and get married
I'm fucking mad at myself
Too busy to call Ms. Mary
As her time runs down
I'm home sitting, worried
It's like "What can I do for myself as a person?"
Phonz told me to be selfish
But that shit never be working
He wants me to go find a therapist
And it's funny cause he's already that
Why would I give a stranger money
To listen to my problems? Some shit that they don't even care about
Back when I made mom worry
Cause I ain't tell her my whereabouts
Enemy house, I air it out
Like I do with emotions
Still stuck in limbo
For eternity I'll be floating
I'm just rambling and going off
And I want the fade from any fuckboy
That think I'm soft
You on my dick, start jumping off
Fishing for an answer
But nobody grabs the bait
I tell a nigga he wrong
He wanna start a debate
I tell a bitch that she bogus
She wanna call me fake
Ain't mad if I lose both
Cause honestly it was fate
And I still don't got faith
Need someone to pray
They say God loves her children
Why am I the only one she hates?
I mean, that's just how it is
So ima end this quick
Shoutout Austin for the beat
Cause I needed this to talk my shit

Written by:
Stephen Dequan

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