Damone Tyrell - What Is...

[Pre Hook]

Idk what it is
Idk why I feel like this
I've been drowning in sin
My souls weakened from Ill intent

[Verse]

Things right now are stagnant
Things are difficult
I don't have much money I got all this baggage
Feel my life is stuck in traffic
Weight on my shoulders is massive
Weakened my point attraction
Prolly should've went to college instead I'm in my room rapping
Tryna help my momma
She's afraid and focused on this drama
Im here by her side so she don't feel alone when at rock bottom
Females that I'm finding gotta serious amount of problems
I can't reach my dreams it seems my aspirations playing possum
Damn I'm always focused on the negative
Blinded by the now instead of tryna change the way i live
Fear that I'm a pessimist
Amongst all the messiness
Wishing I get a clean slate to disinfect the list
I don't have no money can't pay for beats
Worst of all when I'm feeling hungry I can't pay to eat
22 living with my momma with just a high school diploma but luckily I still have a place that I can sleep
I wanna help more she debt
She say not going to college is something I'll regret
I've always dreamed of one day people calling me the best
But I can't moved forward due to all these missed steps

[Hook]

Idk what it is
Idk why I feel like this
I've been drowning in sin
My souls weakened from Ill intent
All this time that I spend
Running away
From problems I face
With nothing to say
What am I afraid of
What am i afraid of
Oh oh oh
What am I afraid of
What am I afraid of
What am I afraid of

[Verse]

Can't help a person that doesn't wanna be helped
I contemplate on that Mantra and apply it to myself
It's not that I don't want things to change
I go about it strange
I focus on the situation
And find things to blame
Prime example God has given me a lot
I'm blessed when I'm full of virtue I'm blessed even when not
But when I do something malicious I blame it on the devil
He fictitious I create him just to just so I'll be on the level
That I think that I should be on
Rather not be a peon
Lately I'm feeling pissed off shitty even peed on
Cause things are so redundant I know they're subject to change
But because I can't see past them they're gonna remain the same
And I know my futures bright I just gotta let it shine
That's why I'm spitting these writtens
Writing history with rhymes
I've been dwelling on my current state its hindering my mission
I'm looking past present got the future in my vision



“If you move forward then backward, then forward then backward, you could potentially never get to where you want to go. But when you stop moving backward and only move forward, you will get there quickly. And that does not require patience. Get your eyes, words, and thoughts off of what-is, and put them purely on what you now want. The more you think and speak of what you want, the faster what you want will be yours. The subjects of your thoughts are prepaving your future experiences.”

Written by:
Christopher Biondo, Harry Williams

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