Christian 21 - PARANOIA

(Nathan this hard)
(Okay, Jules)
Sitting alone in my room, writing these rhymes
What do I do? When is this I
Paranoia is eating me up inside
I'm still depressed, I got some issues that I won't address
I'm still depressed, I got some demons I should put to rest
I'm still depressed, I got some scars lined on my wrist
I'm still depressed, but yeah, I'm fixing it
I got some trauma that I cannot forget
So many bridges burned, but now I'm rebuilding them
So many insecurities, I cannot relinquish them
(Oh)
(WHY!) do you fight with your family all of the time
Weather they're right or wrong they're love stays by your side
You still their child, you need to show respect at all times
(WHY!) do you let your anger take over at times
So many emotions bottled up inside
I understand you're not alright
Living in my agony
These demons take control of me
I don't know who I'm meant to be
They want me to be many things
Running emotional barriers, running my brain
There's only so much that I can and take
Don't stop the show, it gets better, press play
This is my life, out for display
How much more would you want to take
I'm struggling so, can somebody please help me
Distorted words and evil themes
Taking me over deep in my sleep
(WHOA!)
I'm still depressed, I got some issues that I won't address
I'm still depressed, I got some demons I should put to rest
I'm still depressed, I got some scars lined on my wrist
I'm still depressed, but yeah, I'm fixing it
I got some trauma that I cannot forget
So many bridges burned, but now I'm rebuilding them
So many insecurities, I cannot relinquish them
(Oh)
(WHY!) do you fight with your family all of the time
Weather they're right or wrong they're love stays by your side
You still their child, you need to show respect at all times
(WHY!) do you let your anger take over at times
So many emotions bottled up inside
I understand you're not alright
Living in my agony
These demons take control of me
I don't know who I'm meant to be
They want me to be many things

Written by:
Christian Pettigrew

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