AXELVERSE - e.i.g.h.t.y.s.l.i.r.o

Exposed my mind to crime so soon I've never been that innocent
I did drugs at 14 no cap I know one made bad decisions
I was young, knew nothing, back then age of potent ignorance
I think I missed my past life, I live to die and forget it
Spent too much time in my room, my mom missed out on how I grew
She never thought she'd hear the truth, my brother knew a thing or two
Couldn't help him out the sluice, they said come home but I refused
The tears were too much with the news, yet I lived with who did this to you
Sometimes I think if I stayed, I'd probably love more than I hate
Don't think I'd have this much to say, I might've died before 10th grade
There many different kinds of fates, my friends were there and to this day
They still with me for years late, we'll meet again with our new names
It's gonna be alright
It gets dark inside sometimes
The stars wait for your eyes
You'll find the light before sunrise
When I was young I had nightmares, I woke up screaming for my parents
My mom rushed to my call in seconds, I forgot how I woke up
Pills I took made me anxious, I was only 10, looked for exits
A problem child who no one fixed, I stopped trying to give a shit
I lost a lot of my inner-kid qualities, convinced myself that I had a fucked up psychology
Wished I could go through the procedure of lobotomy, deep down in I I knew that I needed this part of me
Became insecure with how everyone thought of me, couldn't fit in, I was seen as an anomaly
Hated myself for my own animosity, I battled myself like it was Creed and Rocky
Everyday was so hard, my brother reminds me that I left without saying
That we won't break apart, back then it wouldn't be a lie, but guilt kept raining
I crossed off my family, the cross stains on the heart
Put fire to the flint, lit up my only shooting star
I wished if the light went out, we'd be home from the dark
A new beginning out the simulation
It's gonna be alright
It gets dark inside sometimes
The stars wait for your eyes
You'll find the light before sunrise
Exposed my mind to crime so soon I've never been that innocent
I did drugs at 14 no cap I know one made bad decisions
I was young, knew nothing, back then age of potent ignorance
I think I missed my past life, I lived to die in paradise
Spent too much time in my room, my mom missed out on how I grew
She never thought she'd hear the truth, my brother knew a thing or two
Couldn't help him out the sluice, they said come home but I refused
The tears were too much with the news, yet I lived with who did this to you
I'm looking through my eyes, trapped with the pain inside
Knowing someday I'll die, without living my best life
I'm bad at finding love, toxic utopia
It's not real enough, or maybe it's me I don't want
It's gonna be alright
It gets dark inside sometimes
The stars wait for your eyes
You'll find the light before sunrise

Written by:
Alex Viadana

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