Cozza - 21

I'm 21 but I feel lost in this game of life
Tryna work on myself now I've been sleep deprived
Lost my sister age of 10 she didn't make the night
I guess that's why i find it hard to let you come inside
But that ain't no surprise
You can't let your past determine everything you wanna do
Check inside the mirror I can't see nobody real as you
I been tongue tied till I started going in the stu
Now everything I say inside my songs you know that I been through
My mind race
My heart race
Whenever I be down
But I can't miss your calls cus I won't see your smile
And if you catch me in a lie
Just know that I ain't perfect
I'm just tryna break you down and see if you're really worth it
You can turn up with your dogs
Or you can turn up by yourself
But when your face is on the rocks you gone really need some help
This life ain't easy fighting demons I'm just tryna make it out
My sister died inside her sleep and till this day i wonder how
Stay on my own and stack this bread I gotta keep the family fed
I spend this money while I'm here cus I can't take it when I'm dead
Don't put your trust in other people that's just what my momma said
Time over money in that case I really think that I been running up some debt
In my bag not in my feelings
On my grind in different cities
I'm balling out like Jimmy Butler when i make it out to Milly
They see me all in different countries man I know that they envy
I got my own shit going on I called it quits now she shitty
From Downtown to L.A
I'm tryna make it out
I been running through these 50s I ain't worried bout a drought
I send my momma on a holiday don't worry for it covered
I wanna make her feel okay from the pain that she has suffered
I finally got myself a crib
I got myself a car
Just give me 2 more years I promise I'm gone make it far
And we ain't shooting for the moon man I'm shooting for the stars
I'm really hoping that this money can just cover up my scars
I'm 21 but I feel lost in this game of life
Tryna work on myself now I've been sleep deprived
Lost my sister age of 10 she didn't make the night
I guess that's why i find it hard to let you come inside
But that ain't no surprise
You can't let your past determine everything you wanna do
Check inside the mirror I can't see nobody real as you
I been tongue tied till I started going in the stu
Now everything I say inside my songs you know that I been through
My mind race
My heart race
Whenever I be down
But I can't miss your calls cus I won't see your smile
And if you catch me in a lie
Just know that I ain't perfect
I'm just tryna break you down and see if you're really worth it

Written by:
Cory Baker

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