Lid - Every Joke (pain inside)

I just wanna tell you That I tried to be nice
But you lost me And I'm not the same guy
You stayed childish
I'm just another one to say the spell
Remind me where you fell from again Is it heaven
Is it hell
I can't really tell Even though the future could easily see
If I failed the test Now I'm alone again
Does it mean I'm gonna end up at my worst or best
Cause everybody telling me they came from hell, okay
I've been in the pit fire streaming through my cells
Since the days I used gel to style my hair I'd say what I wanna say
Brain was on freeze but it started now to melt
Chopped not screwed I hold the shit by the throat
And it's tight not lose Gonna keep on running, running
But my body turning blue Now I'm more into me than I was into you
I was never the same And you know that
Every joke has a bit of pain inside Every hoe got a daddy that she tryna find
I'm just tryna feel myself They say that boy need some help
I'm tryna get my swimming right Michael Phelps, you are number two
I guess I'm just another one that tryna take a flight
We flying high, we flying high, right
Right, right
All lies and it's all smiles
Haven't started the real game We still on the trial
This song is more than a file Tryna break the denial
Had remorse for a girl that I lost So I text her back, told her what I thought
She don't care about my thoughts so for me it's fuck them hoes
It's fuck them hoes, I'm on my road I'm sticking to my plans
Cause she never gave a damn, but I do give a damn
Cause I know she'll be missing on her turn
Nothing feeling worse than the feeling of a burn
Look how one decision turn my whole world I don't flip up no page, I want my ink to be bold

Written by:
Lidor Belleli

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