Autumn Interlude - If These Walls Could Speak

I've arrived at the title pages
Of this lonely life
Of this lonely life
I guess it's time

That you're making changes
And I'm not alright
I'll stay up all night
I'm all the signs
You pretend you didn't see
Cause I'm plagued by invisibility
I lost the hope to stay for another year
And all the signs point away from here

Believe me
You'll be better in time
Can you see me?
I've been out of my mind

So if these walls could speak
They'd tell the story
Of our last goodbye in this home
It's getting late and the future's bleak
If I could change the way I am
I would do it in a heartbeat
Cause what if it's just me who's flawed?
I dwell on all my wrongs
I've been hurting for a long time
I'm done with self hate
Long nights, and teary eyes
Cause I can't sit here waiting
For my fears to materialize

I've had enough of these tidal waves and
There's no room to breathe
There's no room to breathe
When your own skin is like a cage
And it's starting to break me
I'm longing to break free
I have nothing to say about the bitter days
Cause who cares for dismal essays
So look through my smoky eyes
When it's said and done
You'll stay, hold on
But I guess I'm already gone

So if these walls could speak
They'd tell the story
Of our last goodbye in this home
It's getting late and the future's bleak
If I could change the way
I am I would do it in a heartbeat
Cause what if it's just me who's flawed?
I dwell on all my wrongs
I've been hurting for a long time
I'm done with self hate
Long nights, and teary eyes
Cause I can't sit here waiting
For my fears to materialize

I shed my angel wings
So to the world: come and break me
I hope that in the end it stings cause
My sharpest moments
Were piercing anyway

So if these walls could speak
They'd tell the story
Of our last goodbye in this home
It's getting late and the future's bleak
If I could change the way
I am I would do it in a heartbeat
Cause what if it's just me who's flawed?
I dwell on all my wrongs
I've been hurting for a long time
I'm done with self hate
Long nights, and teary eyes
Cause I can't sit here waiting
For my fears to materialize

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