Mar'K - Spoke to Mark

Tell me everything I'm not
Don't tell me what I got, tell me what I've lost
Music inspired by panic attacks
I'm manic, I'm frantic, a spaz
Oops I take it back, I can't say that
Music inspired by panic attacks
I'm no man, I'm a hack
I'm nothing but the past
I'm everything that held me back
Help me
Help me
Ah

Music inspired by undiagnosed
Well I don't know
That's kinda the point
I gathered my poise just so I could make noise
Words my play toys
work late, work days horrid
This phase boring
My face foreign
Ain't seen this look since I broke a heart
Been a while since god spoke to Mark
Sorry, pieces of my mind are slow to start
I only exercise to control stress
Only friend of mine a slow death
I know you know I think I know best
I know I don't
I'm cold, I'm frozen

I'm just trying to capture this feeling or lack of it
Swear I hear the devil cheering and cackling
I got problems, I don't know the half of em
I used to think that I had something

Ideas run dry as dreams in my eyes
I'm tired
Ain't no time
Stare at your hands, cause I got too much on mine
I'm too online
Trying to escape
Distractions getting weaker by the day
I couldn't even sleep on the plane
I ate away all the problems I couldn't fit on my plate
Explains why I gained weight
Most of the time I feel safe
Some of the time I feel great
Some of the time I feel special,
Most of the time I know I'm not
I'm just particles in space, on this floating rock
Been a while since god spoke to Mark

Written by:
Mark Murphy

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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