A Long Way Down - Still Standing

I hold my breath inside the lungs
I can feel it in my bones
After all this time
The pain is still SO FUCKING REAL
I close my eyes and see this scences
Nothing is lost here in between
My nails carve lines into the desk
Fading Memories at rest
Invisible Scars in my
Deep in my bloody flesh
My heart is empty and burned out
Beating me down down so LOUD

And all this wounds they will not heal
And all this pain is still so real
Just give me more a litlle more
Time with myself
And all this words i can not feel
And all this grief i must reveal
Just give me more a litlle more
Time with myself
With myself
With myself
With myself

I still having these dreams of sitting restless
On damm hard chairs in a hosptital corridor
Knowing that this what happens right here right now
Is going to change my entire life
I am unable to move i am just waiting and
Counting the seconds but they don't want to pass
Weeks of ups and downs bouncing me to high hopes and back
And to hell again as i try to not lose my mind
It is hard and feels unfair
I blame the whole world for my own pain
But finally I have to understand that I have to give up
All my selfishness so that I don't perish myself

All this dreams are hunting me
Like a painter painting missery
Of what is in of what inside
Of what is left INSIDE OF ME
And all this songs where made to say
What i can't describe this way
And all this songs help to say
With all the lines
I could never write this way
I could never write this way
I could never write this way
I could never write this W A Y

And all this wounds they will not heal
And all this pain is still so real
Just give me more a litlle more
Time with myself
And all this words i can not feel
And all this grief i must reveal
Just give me more a litlle more
Time with myself
With myself
With myself
With myself

Written by:
Marcus Großmann

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