Shadowmaker - My Only Prayer

I feel safe inside my bed
Compressed against the quiet, sinking into silence
And I'm afraid of my own head
Couldn't figure out why I couldn't figure out myself
I'm such a mess
Don't need your help
Don't need that stress
I don't need nobody
I'm sorry my worry got to me
Gonna lose it, confuse it
Fill me silly with delusion
It's a simple miscommunication
Between my logic and imagination
But I don't care, I don't want your help
I need your help
'Cause I can say that

I don't really know if God exists
And I don't really know if I want to
And I don't really know where you are right now
Wherever it is, I hope He's with you

I'm abusive to my bed
'Cause I can hit the pillows, and they won't ever tell no
One about the words I said
Sinking into silence, try to make it all seem fine
I know I'm blind
At least there's hope for some divine
I won't be so
Jolly I'm sorry I'm surely not worthy
Contradicting what I'm thinkin'
To the question I'm addicted
It's a simple yes or no or maybe
I just can't tell, it really makes me crazy
But I don't care, I don't want your help
I need your help
'Cause I can say that

I don't really know if God exists
And I don't really know if I want to
And I don't really know where you are right now
Wherever it is, I hope He's with you
I don't really know if God exists
And I don't really know if I want to
And I don't really know where you are right now
Wherever it is, I hope He's with you

I can really say that it means to me
More than you would ever know
That I don't really know, I don't really know
I don't really know, I don't really know
I don't really know, no
I don't really know, I don't really know
I don't really know, I don't really know
I don't really know, no

Written by:
Joshua Woratyla

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