E-Fly - Lonely

Help me, I am so lonely, I'm falling down, when you're not around
Help me, I am so lonely, I'm falling down, when you're not around
It gets heavy when my life applies so much pressure. I struggle inside, trying to turn my pain to pleasure
I know the amount of bad is too hard to measure. The devil's reaching out, I'm trying to fly away on angel feathers

Demons lashing out, leaving marks like I'm hit with leather. All the while I fight this battle, trying to keep my shit together
I hear the swords clash, does this last forever? Feel familiar crying loud, but they say the hurt gets better
Beat addiction, standing proud. Now my pockets getting wetter, but I struggle in my mind
I was a villain like the shredder, it's conflicting in my heart. Fighting demons, shooting sparks

Felt them ripping me apart, so I needed a new start. I was a kid cooking crack, while most these kids was making art
Hitting licks, turning sacks, flipping bricks and getting stacks. Sneaking money in mama's purse, just so she could buy some snacks
God, I feel so alone, like no one ever had my back
Help me, I am so lonely. I'm falling down, when you're not around

Help me, I am so lonely. I'm falling down, when you're not around
Feeling all alone, like no one's home, so I changed my focus. I got some dope right as a bone, I hated feeling so hopeless
I started making bottles disappear, like it's hocus pocus. Little did I know, that's the devil's strongest potion
I ran away on every blade, like I'm the man in motion. I felt this way, like everyday addiction was controlling

Living a life of misery, knowing Satan was patrolling. Inside a shell, missing me, like my fucking soul was stolen
It was hell, where I was going, felt so beat up, bruised and swollen. Shit had me feeling so empty, like a shell left from a locust
Deep inside, I knew this shit, every time I started smoking. Went to the altar, prayed to God
I was really hoping, he could wipe my pain away and laugh it off, like someone's joking

Took a fresh breath of grace, the devil had me choking. It's invisible to most, cause he's camouflaging, cloaking
Please take this pain away, and leave these chains around me broken
Help me, I am so lonely. I'm falling down, when you're not around
Help me, I am so lonely. I'm falling down, when you're not around

It's a life of misery, I'm glad that shit is history. Got the devil missing me, cause the Lord has set me free
I might be welded and battered, but I'm still climbing the ladder. Trying to take my shards and parts and leave them all scattered
I'm undefeated on beating, I ain't broken or shattered. No longer his concern, he deals in dark matters
I see what Jesus cooking up, Lord serve me a platter. I'm better moving on, tired of the demon chatter

Addition, addiction, leads to damage, affliction. To feed the beast is the mission, now you stuck in submissions
Just give it to God, he can change your position. Stay strong in your heart and use the grace that was gifted
It's okay to feel down, it's not the buzz that you're missing. It's the path of God that lights the way and leads to remission
He doesn't discriminate, no matter convictions. There's hope for you in his name, just speak and he listens

For anyone that's been through addiction, you're not alone. There's help for you, better days are ahead
Don't give up, just look up. Jesus will light the way. Here's the way all things are possible through Christ

Written by:
Eli Levine

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