Smoov Bully - Philophobia

What are you
What are you, what are you so afraid of
What are you
I guess I'm afraid of the hurt, afraid of my worth
Afraid if I try, it won't work
I know I'm afraid of betrayal, afraid of my words
'Cause I know that they'll oot if I say so
I've never been scared of rejection, or scared of depression
Afraid of the love, that's the worst
Afraid of this shit in my cup, cause it makes me feel something
I don't wanna feel, it gets worse
Afraid of the drugs they might kill me, but you gotta feel me
They're the only thing that I know work
Afraid of me giving my trust and you fucking it up
Get a feeling and I gotta curve you, I do what I do
But I don't wanna hurt you, be running back to you
Like I got a curfew, don't know what to say anymore
Keep on giving you more, I'm afraid to sit back and observe
I feel I don't know anybody, put drugs in my body
And pray that I don't leave the earth
I know that I give hell a love, but can't take any love
Sometimes I feel like I got a curse
Afraid of me being alone, with no calls on my phone
With a feeling like I got no purpose
Afraid of my feelings, like feeling too nervous
Or holding them in till the day that they surface
Afraid to face God when I walk in them churches
Afraid of that love that you only could purchase
Afraid that them words that you tell me rehearsed
I'm afraid to tell you how I feel if it's first
Afraid how you treat my sick heart like a nurse
Afraid I could only be fixed with a perc
Like, like, I'm afraid I could only be fixed with a
I guess I'm afraid of the hurt, afraid of my worth
Afraid if I try it won't work
I know I'm afraid of betrayal, afraid of my words
'Cause I know that they'll oot if I say so
I've never been scared of rejection, or scared of depression
Afraid of the love that's the worst
Afraid of the shit in my cup, cause it makes me feel something
I don't wanna feel, it gets worse
What are you, what are you, what are you so afraid of

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Smoov Bully

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