Eadwulf - Failure

I can't take one more second
Life is never really what you expected
My perspective
Terrorizing thoughts that I've collected
People I've neglected
Listen, I'm just venting
I'm trying to find where I'm headed
My brain operates in so many different directions
I'm not the only one but I'm still feeling helpless
Lonely cause they never see me, do you get this
Music is my home
It was there for me when I felt so alone
Thought I deserved it
Kicked out of my home
Didn't understand it
At seventeen years old
Wrote a song, said that I was cold in it
Lied to myself
Said I was being real with it
My heart was broken and I became my worst critic
Pushed me past my own limit
Watch as I go diminish
No, no, no, I don't think so
I don't think you hear me
Tell me why I feel like I'm drowning
Whoa, whoa, whoa
Why do you think that you deserve the answers
I don't really think I do
Bound to lose with that perspective
But I need grace
Ripped up troubles, yeah, I know it's in your brain
Let me go
My perspective
Think I'll just take ten seconds
Take a breath and realize that I'm restless
Life can get kinda hard
When you're constantly addressing failure
Lessons I think are in self-reflection
Wrote a song, said that I was cold in it
Lied to myself
Said I was being real with it
My heart was broken and I became my worst critic
Pushed me past my own limit
Watch as I go diminish
No, no, no, I don't think so
I don't think you'll hear me
Tell me why I feel like I'm drowning
Whoa, whoa, whoa
Why do you think that you deserve the answers
I don't really think I do
Bound to lose with that perspective
But I need grace
Ripped up troubles, yeah, I know it's in your brain
Let me go

Written by:
Zachary Eddolls

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