Ja'king the Divine, Javi Darko - Musket Leather

Yo they wanna do me like George Floyd and strangle the voice
The power of tongue I rose from a chamber of noise
They fucking hate me
Take this automatic off safety put ya daughter on wall and give her forced babies

Every hour I see reminders of me squandering youngins who smuggle where poverty be

Retried elders
Who work they whole life still failed us
Wasn't there to raise they sons filtered them with error

The less a nigga given then the more that he becomes
I was depressive in a mirror blunt torching in my lungs
Metamorphosis drug had me strung tortured from a young
Like an orphan was awkward yet I fortunately won

I pulled the plug education my pockets was funny
My father would shun me said that I'll be starving and bummy
When you hungry you do things regret may burden
Checks ain't certain I have sex and still feel worthless

My head aches put the pain in the back of my mind
Mother sick brain tumors it's a matter of time
I just hope to bring her light with the way imma shine
Get paid or signed
Everyday is a grind

Fear and loathing in Long Island

I bore the women of my age but excite the right cougars
Who never shade cause they see my bright light future
Coach told me nigga you ain't gotta write too much
Shit yours make a couple changes and maneuver

I still miss Nina cruising
Bumping La Lupe
Musuem tours for art Tuesday
Truth is
Love is touché and for my next it's too late
Shits faker lamer then Trump's toupee

Gets rough when you down on ya dick hypodermic needles got my man's stuck in a trip
He from the heights no job but he puffing a spliff
Mother died and his girl left nothing but kids

There's parts of story like when I was molested
More then one time with babysitters I was left wit
Now I try escaping with the women that I slept wit
It's my confessions gets worst but I neglect it

Survival suppress the dark shit my life's vital
Contemplating only makes a nigga suicidal

I love it old school killer ima musket
Tough as the leather that was made out of Tuscan nigga (Tuscan leather nigga)

Tuscan leather nigga (Tuscan leather nigga)

(Fear and loathing)

Sippin lean out a canteen panicking when I look at my gram screen
Motherfuckers scream but can't see the grand scheme

Of this life shit fake niggas mad trifling
Despite they bad living they rather act righteous

Breaking up ya cypher excites them
Decipher deception and the lies 'fore they strike like lightning

Hard to predict grownin up I saw horrible shit
Started running with the awfullest kids

Who be lost and felt no love where they was brought up
Pops locked up and my mom won't even bother to raise me

My grandmother's unofficial baby taking me away from pain into her safety

I thank the
Universe for blessing me with her
Everyday I see a terrible image get a little resolution

My bond with the mind is abusive Finally realizing time's an illusion

Rhyme to recoup my inner peace entities
Entering a dream see the dead in my sleep

And speak to all those on the other side
Lost soul on a road to the nether and I wonder why (and I wonder why)

Lost soul on a road to the nether and I wonder why (and I wonder why x3)

(Fear and loathing)

Written by:
Ja'King Goodwin, Javier Fonseca

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