Tyler Fortier - not good

Growing up's not easy I could drink to that
Nowadays it's harder each day I get older
To stay content and to stay brave
In a world where the people get colder,
I grew up too fast I know that much
I've been through shit though, trauma and such
And I try to learn, and try to gain
And I've doctored ways to dissolve all that pain.
But that doesn't make it go away for good
It just comes back later like I knew it would
And then I just spend my nights crying
If I say that I'm good then I'm lying.
'Cos I'm not good not stellar
It just feels like nothing's gonna get better
Sticks and stones make my bones fall apart
And words just completely shatter my heart,
One stiff wind and I'm vulnerable
And I feel like I'm worth nothing at all
Tired, overstimulated, falling to pieces
I'm just not good at knowing what peace is.
Not even sixteen and hurting this bad
It's exhausting to constantly be this sad
Desperately trying to understand
Why I always feel I'm left with the under hand,
Retracing my steps to try and find
Where I went wrong or when I lost my mind
And I feel selfish
What did I do to deserve this?
And you can call me sensitive
And you can say I'm far too broken
To be part of real life
I have far too much inner strife.
'Cos I'm not good not stellar
It just feels like nothing's gonna get better
Sticks and stones make my bones fall apart
And words just completely shatter my heart.
'Cos I'm not good not stellar
It just feels like nothing's gonna get better
Sticks and stones make my bones fall apart
And words just completely shatter my heart,
One stiff wind and I'm vulnerable
And I feel like I'm worth nothing at all
Tired, overstimulated, falling to pieces
I'm just not good at knowing what peace is.

Written by:
Tyler Fortier

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