Christian 21 - LOVE

Okay, Jules
I'm tryna hide my trauma, but I just wanna hide my past
Throw it all away and forget that it ever lasts
Throw one up to God, I just want my smile back
Always tryna find love, but that shit never lasts
I'm sorry, mom and dad, but yeah, that's a fact
You focus on my health and notice all my cracks
Pain in my heart has not began to stack
There's trauma in my heart, and I blame myself for that
I remember when I was young, I didn't have to deal with that
I was 14 years old and venting death to my dad
I'm so damn sorry that you had to hear that
You were there when no one else was layin' down a better path
Sorry, mama hid it from you, I'ma junky, that's a fact
Pilled out on the floor two years ago with that
Could've died back then, but I'm happy that I'm back
My mama need me here and I won't rob her of that
No way
Love, love, love, love, love, love
I got so many things right now that's livin' in my heart
Some good or bad things, but I feel it tearin' me apart
I came back to rap just to give away my heart
Into the abyss, huh, that's a fun start
Tales of a toxic, that was an arc
Explanation point made my heart fall apart
All the girls that I known, that was a story from the start
I was scared to love, but hey, that's who we are
Love, love, love, love, love, love
What can I do to change who I am inside
I don't wanna feel this pain no more
(No more)
Love, love, love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love

Written by:
Christian Pettigrew

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