G3Ck0 - TRAPPED

I've been trying to go back to the past
But I can't cause' I'm trapped in a standstill
Locked up with my tranquility
No mobility
Laughable remedies
Laughing at my abilities
Harsh frequencies
Tearing me apart
Down to my dignity
You ask me
Why I outlast
This canon event
But I'm trapped in reality
I can never go back
One chance
Shooting my shot
Like a cannon
I've never been a fan of
expansion
Hard to imagine
What could've been
But it was an illusion
Of fiction
They abandoned me
Now I take medicine
To help from relapsing
It's killing me
Figuratively
Overstimulation
Lack of ambition
I stay in a bad condition
Worsening
No eviction
The day light says I'm fine
It's my addiction
Asking me questions
Fueling the fire in my brain
Wanting an ignition
Leading me to rebellion
With myself
Leading to felony
Making enemies
Questioning
How I'm building this recipe
Leads to therapy
Insane in the head mentally
Nightmares of my past
Killing me
Blinding me
I want back
I'm mentally broken
Inside my head
There are seventeen mysteries
You can't picture it
My stability
Flexible flexibility
Cancer living rent free
In my lungs they stab me
In conclusion I can't be
Living in the streets
Legally free
Of seeing things I can't unsee
I've been broken by the past
Haunting my mind with unfair practices
And did I mention
I'm banned from public bathrooms, restaurants and other places
Let's face it
I'm insane I'm saying it
Trapped by the past
Trapped in the past
Trapped everywhere
But I can't go back
Like a cat in my owners home
Living lavish
That's what I wish I could have
But all the things that I had last
I packed fast
To a timeline where I can't stand
The motion of fast rats
And bats I'm not batman
I'm no hero nor stand for it
My understanding of reality
Is understandably rancid
Sour like candy
Live with salty families
And I'm actually happy
That I made a song
That's so anti fancy
Never got to live classy or flashy
All my clothes are trashy
Put into perspective
This hell that I live in daily
My words disintegrate
But my dreams immigrate
To my future I illustrate
Like a book with no paper
It's inevitable
I'll die sooner or later

Written by:
Ben Burnett

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