DXV - HEART'S POUNDING

Stress is killing me so slowly
My heart's pounding, my heart's pounding
Soon I'll be forever lonely
My heart's pounding, my heart's pounding
Stress is eating me alive
Far too much I sometimes strive
Too many goals and expectations
Here, my mind's a limitation
Often feels like hesitation
Like I lack the dedication
Always aiming for the stars and
Never having enough patience
To just learn the basic things
No, I gotta aim for more,
And up the score, all else ignore
Achieve the goal, but I can't do it
Which I know, but still can't admit
I just never really commit
And do not put any work in
This is no way to be living
Mama always warned me, laziness will hit you back
But I never listened, stress then came here and attacked
Realization soon arrived and
Humiliation stepped inside
I needed to resent my ways and
Change myself in coming days
Dedication soon then rose from all the work I started doing
Motivation I can feel from all this rap shit I'm pursuing but
I'm still stressing over things
And sometimes I wish I had wings
To fly away from all my problems
Biggest one being my college
I'm just scarred, I've never felt this lonely
I'm not prepared, I want to take things slowly
But there is really no time
Catching it in this rhyme's
The only way to save it
So I just gotta take it
Never made too many friends
In high school, didn't follow trends
Maybe that was a mistake
My shell did never really brake
Around so many people sometimes feels like drowning, and so harder
Going all alone makes me think of people I have known
Throughout these past few years
From teachers to my fellow peers
Connected with a few of them, but never really stayed in touch
Never even thought of love, on that I have a complex grudge
Leaving home will be so hard
Surely it will leave me scarred, but
I have learned so many lessons
From my parents, felt their presence
In my life so I feel grateful
For their love and for their passion
Makes me feel a less bit anxious
That this life I must now handle
Stress is killing me so slowly
My heart's pounding, my heart's pounding
Soon I'll be forever lonely
My heart's pounding, my heart's pounding

Written by:
Dominik Vidović

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